By-Two Kaapi in an oilfield

Sitting in a 23-degrees-celsius cooled room, after hogging on an average lunch, I lean back on my reclinable chair and let my mind wander. And this is what it throws up -

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never stay
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
And I grieve
In my dreams I can see you
I can tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you
And it feels so real
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love

• A cup of coffee once in a week.
  
• A computer with internet in an AC room.
  
• Not spreadsheets, but waveforms on the screen.
  
• Check your mail every hour just to see that no one has mailed.
  
• Login on an IM client, but hate to chat with people.
  
• Catch the same bus every night, which takes you around the city.
  
• And on that bus, remember, dream and cry.
  
• Wish to talk your heart out, but no ear in sight.
  
• The striking realization that you are 'truly' alone.
  
• Read books, as if that's the only way you can understand life.
  
• You laugh, but not at a joke; at yourself, at life.
  
• Memories will just remain like a dream, and full of pride.
  
• The only friend of yours is that smokin' chimney seen from the balcony.