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The weblog of Abhilash Ravishankar, India.

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Somehow I knew...

Sitting in a 23-degrees-celsius cooled room, after hogging on an average lunch, I lean back on my reclinable chair and let my mind wander. And this is what it throws up -

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never stay
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
And I grieve
In my dreams I can see you
I can tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you
And it feels so real
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love

Cannot figure out why, but Anathema's One Last Goodbye rings in my ear.

Somehow I knew that life had to be this way. Will be this way.
  • A cup of coffee once in a week.
  • A computer with internet in an AC room.
  • Not spreadsheets, but waveforms on the screen.
  • Check your mail every hour just to see that no one has mailed.
  • Login on an IM client, but hate to chat with people.
  • Catch the same bus every night, which takes you around the city.
  • And on that bus, remember, dream and cry.
  • Wish to talk your heart out, but no ear in sight.
  • The striking realization that you are 'truly' alone.
  • Read books, as if that's the only way you can understand life.
  • You laugh, but not at a joke; at yourself, at life.
  • Memories will just remain like a dream, and full of pride.
  • The only friend of yours is that smokin' chimney seen from the balcony.

Somehow I knew it.


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